The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Tuesday, December 09, 2003
A Day After Liberation
That's how it feels right now. and what makes this feeling even more elated is that, today dates us being together for 2 mths. it may not seem much for many out there, i have to say. but for me, being through some pretty shitty guys, heck! these past 2 mths have been the most fruitful ones i've ever had.
But as luck would have it, i couldn't get to spend my day with him... cuz my mom needed help baking saffron bread which took up the whole day. it's an annual thing that the Swedes do... in time for a celebration called Santa Lucia. it's pretty kewl... but i got a feeling they (the bread i mean) won't even last past Christmas. which it should do. so anyway, i was pretty damn pissed last nite, but i guess, there's always next mth or some other day, some other occassion. we were sms-ing each other till 1.55 A.M... then (why does this alwez happen to me?? :-P) my ex called at 2.05 A.M. yup, the guy who's the epitome of Mystery in my life. and i still do consider him to be. regardless that i am in love right now. cuz i never seem to be able to put an end to unravelling his deepest thoughts and feelings... and that seriuzly intrigues me. so he called to say that he couldn't meet me this week cuz he suddenly had to go up to Penang with his mom today. I guess fate has it's way to make sure people don't do TOO stupid things at times.
Tomorrow we're going to continue our Christmas shopping... and damn. i don't even know what to get for everyone. Money's not really a problem... though it was yesterday when i had to drop my bf off at his place 1st before i met up with my mom and sis in town. Heartache... the trip cost $18 and i had to foot the whole fee myself... jeez. well, that's for having a bf who doesn't really pamper you with materialistic stuff... not that i NEED that. but you know, being gals, we like to be pampered every now and then. but i still love him. wonder when he'll get to kissing me though?? can't believe that i'm thinking of that, but being a gal (AGAIN)... i can't help it. you think guys are the only ones thinking of getting physical? err... i'm not a perve okay... just curious.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.