Thursday, September 23, 2004
Sex is a plague; widespread, it makes people weak
i just thought of that 2 days ago when i was trying to study for my last prelim paper, literature paper 8. it is kind of true to some extent, don't you think? i mean, with sex so readily available in the market, people's inner desires, no matter how sinful, get satisfied easily; thus making them creatures who are unable to resist temptation. muahaha... but i mean seriously. it ain't a good thing. and the saddest part of it, is that, it ain't sacred no more (sex i mean). people just don't have enough respect for the partners to be loyal, faithful and monogamous. sex is a just a past-time. entertainment. frolick. a mere hobby for some i might imagine. i guess with time, people have itchier testicles and clits, so they go around humping every nubile (human) creature with 2 legs on the streets.
don't even ask me why i'm suddenly philosophising, or even rambling on about a topic i have no experience in and probably am talking shit. sounds futile, stupid and immature. but really think about it. i believe i DO have a point.
ah! i'm just bored...
Phew... it's like an ass itch you can't reach. that's how it feels when sitting for a 3-hour long paper in the fucking cold examination room/hall. i hate the agonising minutes that crawl and ONLY crawl just to intentionally antagonise you. i have one more paper to go for my prelims, next Wednesday morning. YAY! freedom for the weekend... finally i can go out.. after what seems like a year's imprisonment sentence. what's better (or at least i hope it IS), is that my dad's been in Papua New Guinea all week, till next Monday, and that means it'll be an all-girl weekend with my sis and mom. hopefully we think of something interesting to do though; if not, it's a total throwaway weekend!!! well, not much else to report though, just that i really thought i wouldn't be able to "live" through the night last night, because my flu and sore throat developed into a fever by 10 P.M. thank God i woke up miraculously better. hmmm... lalalalalalalaaaa lalalala... i'm bored, sorry! well, i better not babble too long in here, so i'll leave you be. ciao! |
Tuesday, September 14, 2004
another pic... maybe this one's a little better. whatever it is, he's my fave rapper. all-time man... in fact, in this pic, he looks pretty YUMMY! heheh... lurve his style and charisma. wish i could learn to rap... *DAYDREAMING*
Posted by Hello
wahaha... a not so attractive pic. but nonetheless, since i'm having my prelims now, and fail to have any inspiration OR time to blog, i shall tell you that i can't stop singing along to Nelly's "My Place". he's a GREAT rapper, awesome talented guy. peace bro! ^_^
Posted by Hello Friday, September 10, 2004
Thursday, September 02, 2004
it hurts
i know it's wrong
i do.
but then why do i keep thinking of you?
i wait and wait, and nothing appears. the least you could do is tell me.
whatever it is, just tell me.
then i can forget about it, about whatever we had.
call me stupid, overreactive, emotional, daft even.
i don't care.
i just can't stand always being the last to know; while everyone just mocks at me and laughs in my face.maybe i never told you. because i was afraid. and i had my own reasons. but i guess i should have. like they told me (or least some people did). you'll never know i said this and feel this way anyway. might as well heck it.
it thought we got something going. whether it would be anything more than friends, i didn't really care. i just wanted you to be there. now you're not. and it's empty here. no greetings. no smiles.
thanks for everything, by the way. you did put a smile on my face. i love you for that. and for anyone who can give me that.
the end is near
sounds like some corny lyric huh?... "the end is near/ and so i face the final curtain.." the oldies song "My Way" remember? anyway, why am i even telling you... maybe because this is it. no, not really the end.. but the pre-end (is there such a thing?). September hols are next week, and prelims are just when school re-opens... then that's when the end is really nearing. and i can't wait. not that i'm SOOOO prepared for it, i just want it to be done and over with.
i know i told myself that i don't want to wait around for his letter, but i find mysef coming home to check the bar top to see if it came in the mail already. i think for now, that's a weakness of mine. i should really stop doing that. it's creeping me out.
just caught two movies: Catwoman and 13 Going On 30.
i wouldn't say they are like "whoa! fantastic!", but they definitely were very entertaining. entertainment value for both movies (out of 5): 4.
in terms of action, Catwoman definitely did not even surpass Spiderman (1 nor 2). her moves reminded me of Spiderman's though. she looked like a female version of him in fact. i didn't know that cats could climb the sides of walls?? haha... as for storyline, it was okay i guess, nothing worth having a standing ovation for. in total (out of 5): 3 and a half.
13 Going On 30 was hilarious and bittersweet, from start to end. it reflected alot what young girls wish they could be when they're in the twilight years. i say twilight, because they are neither little girls nor women. the only flaw i have to say is that jennifer garner is a little out of place for her character, because we are so used to seeing her as a kick-ass chick secret agent Sydney Bristow on Alias. it's hard to fit her into such a girly role. but she did well enough to pull it off, and you empathise with her character's plight. the ending is sweet.. maybe too sweet for the guys. so coming from a girl, i guess i'm biased - i give it 4. (it gets higher than Catwoman because at least 13 Going On 30 made me laugh throughout).
well, at least i got something to keep me sane. that's a start.
