The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, December 11, 2003
Total Avalanche
FUCK. That's the only word that i could think of when i hung up the phone after my college tutor for economics called. she said "u should know by now that u didn't pass the re-test right?" should. that's the word: should. how the hell am i supposed to know when i bloody checked the board at skool and my name wasn't on the list for those who had to take the re-re-test. can't believe they actually come up with such a term. damn them. after putting everyone's hopes up... esp. the folks, i can't believe i have to go to them now and say "sorry, but i think you're gonna have to take back your pride in me, cuz' i'm still the lil' stupid gal you used to have"... total disappointment. for the first time, in a long time, it felt so great to feel your parents appreciate your hard work in skool... i guess that's juz' for genuises. what's worse is that, i'm flying off to Phuket tomorrow noon for a 5 day holiday to relax and soak up the sun, sand & sea. i guess... now i gotta soak up my economics notes too... i haven't counted in the tons of homework i'm gonna bring along so i can cramp it in and burn the midnite oil in the hotel room... wow. my ideal holiday.
And to add to all that shit, my bf somehow lost all sense of time and thought yesterday was a Tuesday, and that he could spend at least 1 day with me before i leave. but i guess since it's already Thursday...and he's got his band bbq today, we only could stick to the telephone. what a wonderful ending to the week. i'm not gonna brag or pour out all the details of our phone conversation here, cuz' i find that stupid and a total waste of my time, i just find it cute that he takes missing me very seriously. he was like "u mean today is wednesday? SHIT!".... and i was just laughing and joking about how it's okay cuz' he won't have to put up with my nonsense. and he was all serious and sayin', "can you pls stop laughing? i'm serious okay?"... haha. he's so cute... he said "shit", like 5 or 6 times throughout the conversation. and finally he said "I Love You". not that he hasn't said it before. but usually he just smses me saying that. verbally only once before. so it's nice to hear it again. i'm gonna miss him. i know i am.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.