The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Friday, January 09, 2004
breakdown
i want to do just that right now. break. down. nothing has improved since the last entry. something tells me that it won't for a very long time. i love him so much. i miss him so much. why is he so indifferent?... today's our 3rd mth together, and nothing from him. no wish. no smiles. no light conversation. even when he calls, it's about bloody fucking homework. what? i'm his secretary now? his personal assistant? maid? i just want to BE with him. hold him. and know that he truly feels the way i do.
shit. now i'm also made the new class representative. like a class monitress thingie. i'm so not the goody-two shoes type. irony is that my bf used to be the one last year. and he said he'll knock me hard if i don't continue his "legacy". BULL.
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.