The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, January 01, 2004
What D F***??!
well, I guess you can't ask for too much. My new year's eve was the worst. I think I've spent better new year's eve parties with my family (no matter how boring that can be). the pre-countdown party at the college site itself wasn't half bad. especially since I got to see my bf dance his routine for the cheer dance finals at the CC (he had to negotiate with the organisers). that was exhilarating. it's like that whenever he gets on stage and shakes his booty. hehe... makes me SO proud.
then since all good things have to come to an end, and we headed over to the CC, and was about to leave the place.... everthing went into an anticlimatic mood. his popular friends kept walking by and saying hi, totally oblivious to me. that happens all the time. and he kept on bragging on and on about how great this gal in his dance group is. how she can be so independent: be in a dance competition, be the overall in-charge person for the event at the CC.... and what's worse. kept on egging me to agree with him. "Hello! I'm yor gf here... and you're raving about another gal in front of me.... again and again??".... JEEZ... well... that wasn't the worse part. when the clock struck 12, we were already on the bus, he sending me home. and i said "Happy New Year"... his reply was "Happy New Year... whatever"... OMG. if he didn't want to send me home coz' he was dead beat, why did he have to? i mean i'd rather say "Happy New Year" to the grass patch near my feet as we were walking than some grumpy guy.
what's worse is that he's becoming an OGL (orientation group leader) for the JC1s this year... and i think she's assigned to his group. and he won't be attending lessons for a week because of the activities lined up for the JC1s. :-_(... i guess i could rant on and on about how upset i am with him right now, but i guess it wouldn't be the same talking it out with him.
i know i have to. but i can't bring myself to. i fell asleep crying. i woke up crying. i don't know if i can cry anymore.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
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