The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Friday, February 27, 2004
caught up in a whirlwind
well, lots of things have happened since the last entry. significantly, since my breakup, i've been surrounded by guys. be it friends or people who want to get to know me. not that i'm boasting, but it just feels that way. remember i had my Dramafest 2004 last friday? well, i asked my male friend to come and support us, and he brought along his friends. They commented that i looked Hot on stage. not that i'm boasting. again. i'm just quoting what he told me. particularly, one guy who took the initiative to get my handphone number from my male friend. and now we're sms-ing. he seems nice, but 1 small detail that makes a world of a difference: my best girlfriend used to have a crush on him (big time) last year, and nearly went to the extent of 2-timing her bf with him. i know it's all died down now (her crush on him i mean), but i have a very strong belief in not going for a guy who's been involved with your friend in any way that's more than "just friends".
so, we'll see how things go from here. and i've been chatting online with that male friend of mine almost every night on MSN Messenger. me and my ex are just classmates for now. i guess i'm coping, but i still melt at the way he calls my name. and when he wears his brown contact lenses. melt, melt, MELT. and his scent. omigosh, so sinfully sweet.
*ok, so i'm not over him. but is that a crime? it hasn't been a month yet. so, i'm still allowed to "mourn". and i will allow myself to. as long as i don't pine for him. i MISS HIM SO MUCH. STILL. SO, SO, SO MUCH.*
grrr... this is useless. what a futile attempt.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
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