The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Tuesday, February 10, 2004
how many times is this vicious cycle gonna turn?
it's like God is teasing me with merely sprinkling happiness in my life sparingly. it's like He's reluctant to give it to me. only coz' He IS God... that's why He has to be fair. to some extent. i'm not going against God. but they all said He'll be there when you are in doubt, pain, sorrow and in need of a prayer. so i guess i'm taking this opportunity to vent my anger.
my bf had a dream. did i hear you say that's good? well, not when his dream is about us breaking up. and he didn't tell me till just now. and i finally figure out why he's been ignoring me today. but how about yesterday? he ignores me almost everyday. i can't help but think that we're seriously not working out. as much as i want to hold on to us, i have to let go. i thought i could handle it. but i don't think i can. i have to deal with it seriously. i have to face depression, denial, whatever. he's hurting me so much, and i still love him. don't you find that stupid and naive? i'll give us a little more time... we'll see. i don't want to do this. but i have to learn to take the pain. like i always have.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.