The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Monday, February 23, 2004
i think i'm shedding my skin
i feel different. i don't know if this is how you're supposed to feel once you hit the big 18. yup, today's my 18th birthday. phew! it feels like a very 'responsible' age... but it was a sweet day nonetheless. being a monday and all, it was pretty tolerable. i got a card signed by the class and my two best gal pals got me a butterfly pendant and charm bracelet. I SO LOVE IT!!! i love them too... they're really sweet gals... love them to bits!
i also managed to go over to giordano and get a 20% discount on a pair of low-rise jeans that i wanted for a long time (coz' it's my birthday)... yay! over the weekend i spent saturday night with my family at Pete's Place... and then on Sunday i went out with 3 of my other friends for pool and the movie, Gothika. the movie was okay i guess.. pretty predictable.. 2.5 - 3 out of 5...
the surprising thing today was that my ex treated me to mcdonald's lunch. it was really unexpected considering that we are still at that awkward stage of mending our friendship. and i also got to see that guy who... wait, i haven't told you yet. well, me and my gals were hanging out at mcdonald's after school one wednesday afternoon. and there was this cute guy working there. so after 2 hours of sitting there, eating and gossiping, my friends finally realised he and i have been exchanging smiles since we sat down... he's adorable! then after teasing me for another hour to get more chilli sauce and buy more drinks (just to see him), he was on his break and he actually gave me his number! well... that's the bottomline of the story. so today i got to see him again... thing is, he's not a malay mat like i thought. he's an indonesian who's here on attachement... and i was SO reluctant to carry on our friendship or any kind of contact, coz' it's like so dirty?? i don't know... like an affair with an illegal immigrant or something. jeez... but he's soooo cute. i was telling my friends it was a waste of a good face... SIGH. yup, and i had a treat of ice-cream. yummy!
BLAH! a whole paragraph of crap right? but at the end of the day, i realised one thing. i'm slowly getting over him. yup, i realised that it's more of his loss than mine. my sis asked on my behalf if he misses me (on MSN). and he said yes. sometimes alot. sometimes a little. it doesn't really bother me anymore. of course i still have some sort of feelings for him, but it's not major feelings, you know. i love him. quite a bit. still. *hmm... when will i totally get over him... i wonder...*
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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