The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Saturday, February 28, 2004
a lil' giddy & feels hungover
so... now i'm left with nil to do. or rather, i have nil mood to do anything. i know i have my geography assignments to do. and i should get to them, but i seriously feel SO jaded. must be the medicine i took a few hours ago. yup, went to the doctor again. man, i think this time my immune system really has given up on me. it's never been this bad, considering this IS the 3rd week i'm still down with the bug. and i've taken medical leave twice this year already. usually that's how many times i take medical leave in a whole year! boo-hoo... i think this is definitely not my year. :-(
on a lighter note, i finally managed to fix my comments linkage, as you can see. got rid of that screwed up, old... er... see, i even forgot the name. :-P now i'm using haloscan.com. hopefully it doesn't die on me. takes up so much friggin' time to fix all these unneccessary glitches. and i stayed up till 2 a.m last night just chatting on MSN Messenger, watching a tele-movie and yakking away on my mobile with that guy who fancies me. he's nice i guess. very easy to talk to... though he annoyingly always brought up my ex. *frowns*
i've already made up my mind to stick to a belief of 'hating love'. how oxymoronic. -_- but, yea, right now i just want to hate that word. i spite people who are in love, who go bonkers over romance. i think Love is not for me. or maybe not for me at this point of my life. so, i'd better stay away from it, before it hunts me down again.
*do i miss him? you tell me. i'm just pissed at him right now. everytime i want to open my mouth and say something, i feel like starting a verbal war. i feel so cheated, so short-changed; he always told me to open up to him - TRUST HIM - and i did. then when he had problems, he went into hiding and chucked me aside, like it's a sin for me to be concerned about him. what a fucking hypocrite.*
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.