The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, April 29, 2004
it's still the same, so don't bother asking me how i am
everything is stagnant. my life, my schoolwork, my enthusiasm for living. bleugh. -_- and now, i just had meet-the-parents session last Saturday, and got totally screwed by the folks. so much so that, my cicvics tutor counselled me and i'm getting an Economics tutor soon. by this weekend actually. *SIGH*. plus tomorrow i have an Economics test on Money and Price Level. whatever significance it's supposed to represent. duh... *drools like an idiot*. anyway, my ex maanged to make all the way to the finals with his dance group, Idiosyncrises. nice name i must commend. no surprise, they ARE defending champions and they ARE good. i think the other contestants don't stand a chance, that they might as well announce the winners already and don't waste everyone's time.
a rough nudging, tugging feeling at my heart leapt to the surface when i saw him perform at the semi-finals. it was that electricity again. the one that i'm forbidden to ever feel for him again. "sorry that i still care for you, to some extent. but i can't live in denial that the feelings are still there - coz' if i do, i'd be lying to myself. and i'm already living a lie, so i don't want this amazing feeling to be a lie too."
maybe i'll never get over him, like all my past bfs. but for now, it's still strong for him, and i'm going to be there for him like i used to be.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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