The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Sunday, April 18, 2004
why, o why is my life such a mess? :-(
i wish i had the answer to everything. why do people backstab me? knife me when i need them the most? when i'm at my most vulnerable, weakest and in need of a chunk of affection and compassion? is it so inhumane to ask just for a little of that?
it's all these uncertainties that make me feel so useless, so old, so ancient and futile. i don't know where to start revising for my mid-year exams. i have TT04 on Wednesday, which i'm sooo not prepared for. meet-the-parents session is next Saturday, which i know i'm going to be screwed, knocked and screamed at. life just doesn't deserve an imperfect girl like me. i just mess it up, and now it's turning it's back against me. including the people i care for the most.
i want to be able to walk up to you, say sorry. but i'm afraid that i still harbour feelings for you that may not erase, for some time at least. but i want you to smile at me. speak to me. i know your heart belongs to another, but i just can't take my eyes off of you. i'm sorry. it's just the imperfect me again.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.