The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
tired, tired... always
it's my school hols but i got to go back every single day.. FUCK. but i'm just staying focused on the last week, when my bro is coming down to join us for a week away in my favourite paradise: Club Med Ria Bintan. if i can get any good photos up here from my trip, i'll definitely keep you posted.
other than that, Fluffy (my hamster) has a tumour and it's up to us to decide if we want him to go under operation or let him die like that. so far, he's been on antibiotics for 5 days, but the swelling hasn't gone down. now he can't walk properly, and has two bloody wounds because he keeps scratching his own skin. i really feel like crying when i see him like that. my mom is just concerned about the cost of operating. but i'm wiling to pay. if you asked me to put him to sleep right now, i'm all for it. i can't bear to see him, a small helpless creature going through all that suffering. *SNIFFLE*
anyway, hamsters only live an average life span of 2 years old and this Sept. he's going to turn 2. so the vet said he might even die under the knife. but i'd rather he die under the knife than without even trying. i feel lost. is he in pain? does he feel helpless?
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
