The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
things have changed. sadly
things have changed so much over the past week. one weekend can change your perspective so much, and you are forced to well, mature (i guess) in a span of days. i won't say expilicitly what has happened, due to the fact that it's very close to my heart. and i think it's morally wrong of me to spew on the net ALL my life trivials. all i can say is that i have never felt so lost over this matter before; this time it's gotten so out of hand.
and what's worse is that there's no one hear to help me out, or even hear me out. everything's bottled up. surpressed. and i just continue this facade i call my life. this isn't a life, it's a lie. today in one of my classes, a friend of mine said she wouldn't want to live past 27 years old because it's pointless to live till so old. i never saw life in that light before. but she had a point. and secretly, i guiltily agreed with her.
suddenly, i can relate with my cousin. who feels like he can trust no one with what he says. they're just all fucking hypocrites. the people whom you thought were your friends. the word itself gives me goosebumps.
for the first time in my life, i find security, true appreciation among my mom and sis. i come home everyday, and that's when i feel so liberated. home really IS where the heart is. and for once in my life, i believe it is my strength.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
