The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, July 08, 2004
to one and all
maybe i wasn't being clear when i first started jotting down in this blog. i never meant to directly target anyone; these are purely my thoughts and emotions as they are when i start typing. i'm SO sorry if i offended anyone at all. i'm saying this because i hurt so deeply the one person who was always there for me at the end of the day, whether or not i noticed it.
Dear Zakiah,
i don't know if you get to read this yourself, personally, but i just want to say again. SORRY. i could say it a million times, and maybe it wouldn't make any difference. i know we've promised each other to always be honest and open about everything. however, i haven't kept my side of the pact and i know it's led to this. this, that i didn't know would blow up and threaten to ruin almost 6 years of friendship. i almost blew it. it never meant to turn out this way. i can only tell you how sorry i am to have hurt and disappoint you. i don't ever intentionally hurt anyone, especially those i truly care about. and you're no exception. you know i'm a quiet person and i tend to bottle things up for long periods of time, letting it consume me. obviously, i have let the wrong thing consume me this time, and it has resulted in a total devastation of a true friendship. i promise it won't happen again. i don't ever want to lose you.
sincere apologies,
Wani
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
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