The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Sunday, August 22, 2004
if i could slash my face, you would be burden-free (wouldn't you?)
i don't understand some people. how can they go around going through their lives being a hypocrite, and not know it? let me tell one thing about me now.
i don't hold grudges, unless you've done something to me that's SO unforgiveable. i think grudges prolong pain. maybe i've held grudges before. but i'm gradually and surely letting those go. if you get into a rough patch or squabble with someone, you should confront the problem with that person. not air or rather, vent, your anger onto everyone else - and hopefully try to evoke some empathy from them. they won't empathise with you. forget it. it pisses them off in fact.
what i'm getting at is, i was indirectly verbally (personally) attacked at the dinner table tonight. i won't say about what exactly, because that would be very irresponsible of me. all i can say is that i didn't do any fucking thing to deserve it. you're telling me to watch out for all those things when you never had a problem with it before and i won't (let me reapeat WON'T) get into into that situation. only because he happens to bring it up now, i get half the blame for nothing. i'm not cheap. i don't sleep around. you want to dispense advice to me, do it with more tact and more respect please. i give you your due respect, i think i deserve the same.
i think i will stop here before i get too carried away. maybe if i disappeared, i could get away without getting the blame (that wasn't even mine to begin with).
in the words of Hoobastank "i'm not unaffected".
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
