The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, May 19, 2005
can somebody please tell me why?
i'm fucking shagged today. sales were so good for me (in my opinion), that i tired myself out by lunch time - and to think business started only at 10 a.m. so much so, i didn't have a proper lunch. lunch was one bite, half an hour being busy, then another 2 bites or so. now my feet ache, my head has started throwing its own tantrum against my brain and i'm feeling so moody.
it's not PMS, because God knows, my cycle's almost ending. but i just feel like being alone, and crying myself to sleep. and hugging my stuffed cat, which resembles my Tigger SO MUCH.
then my dad surprised me with a dvd that my brother made of his skiing trip last february. complete with background rock music, and (i must say) really impressive directing. instantly, a familiar warm rush came to my insides and i felt so comforted, and just smiled. seeing my brother's smile, and missing the snowy mountains. damn, i want to go skiing again. but this time, i want to go along with my brother. i miss him so much. immediately, i felt better. i didn't feel so alone.
and one last thing before i end, can someone please tell me? why am i being such a bitch, by throwing tantrums and being so emotional and selfish suddenly? and why am i doubting things with You? why did i even apologise to that guy... when i was supposed to tell him things are over? why am i being such a horrible, ungrateful, self-centered and bitchy daughter and girlfriend?
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.