a day to go... a day to go... i'm just counting down the days till my mom flies off to join my dad in San Fransisco. not that i'm being an bitchy, evil daughter wishing my mom away, but i SO want (erm, maybe even NEED) the break from her. we all can empathise with others who have to deal with naggy individuals from time to time, and honestly speaking, this is MY TIME. oh well, i still have yet to complete my material for NAC-SPH Golden Point Award 2005, which is due on 23rd May. yet, i can't seem to get any inspiration or simple ideas to hurl out. it's frustrating when you want a good piece, and your mind just buzzes with emptiness. and what's even more irritating is that it seems the entire population of students awaiting university entry has gotten GOOD news from the universities - EXCEPT ME. (i know that's like exaggerated, but it feels like that, okay?) NTU!!! PLEASE GET YOUR LETTER OF ACCEPTANCE TO MY MAILBOX NOW!!!... i'm really so afraid. the only real thing that perks me up - temporarily though - is that my sense of Faith has returned to me. maybe not Faith in my university application (that, i leave to Fate), but Faith in the belief that i can get through this - WE can do this. i don't know how, but we have to try. even if things fall apart eventually at the end of all our efforts, i guess i can only say, Fate managed to play its cards in its favour - as always. or in gambling speak, "the house always wins"; where in this case, the BIG house up there always wins.
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