The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
totally FUCKING helpless
helpless in just awaiting results. helpless in how i feel. about everything.
this entry, i will ramble. not because i want to. but because that's what i feel like doing. and feel like it's the only thing to do now.
it hurts. hurts to see. to hear. everything. people. stuff. you don't need eyes to see my pain. just hear my pain. i don't know where my head is now.
You've given me sheer joy. and utmost pain. and now, i'm lost in limbo. don't know if it's good or bad. and neither do i know if i can take it any longer. it just hurts right now. that's all i know.
maybe i love you too much; that's why my mind's screwed and my heart is just all over the fucking place. maybe i'm selfish and bratty and a plain old bitch. well, i never doubted i could turn out to be one. hate me for all i care. i hate myself too. sometimes i want to hate You too. but i can't. i don't think i will. because i can't bring myself to choose to do so. if this goes on, maybe i can TEACH myself to hate you. then again, education's got me fucked up in the first place, so that's out of the question. damn.
i'm a screwed up, fucked up, selfish, bratty and helpless girlfriend.
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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