cursed
i'm totally jinxed.
i just came back from KL, and the entire trip there i was having a high fever. only on the morning of the last day, my fever finally went down, and now i'm on the road to recovery. nice eh? so i didn't get to enjoy shopping, or the cheap food, or even just feel good about being there. i felt like shit the whole time. out of the whole trip, i only managed to get myself an Emily the Strange wallet, t-shirt and sling bag. it's strange they don't sell the merchandise here in Singapore. or maybe i don't open my eyes big enough. oh well, whatever it is. i LOVE the new bag.
Lost Emily
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i argue with You almost every night. and i thought my absence away from all of it would settle things down, or put everything into perspective. for me, somehow it did - i realised i can't live without you. but i don't know. last night, the tone in your voice was so cold, it stung. that was why it was so hard for me to say ANYTHING. because You kept putting me down - saying how i kept disappointing You. that really hurt me. so i shut up, so i won't upset you further. because i can't bear it. i don't want to hear it.
and one of the reasons why i didn't call You while i was away, was because, the first night i called You, You blew me off. i was just asking You if You had received my message and You complained to me that You were shagged and tired. i was merely asking, nothing more. to spend time and money calling You, only to hear You talk to me like that really pissed me off, and hurt me even more. but i just shook it off. even i had had a bad day, and i forced myself to sound cheery just to talk to You; i didn't want to sound naggy or bratty. but i guess my efforts were pointless.
like many things i try doing for countless other people. all pointless.
