The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Monday, October 03, 2005
b.r.e.a.k.d.o.w.n.
i hate people who, when they don't get their way or when things don't go their way, start whining and moaning and groaning and wailing and throwing tantrums and screaming and shouting.
unfortunately, i know someone like that. who is under the very roof i am supposed to call "home".
if someone else under this roof, other than this person, has had a bad day... or is just a tad moody, and starts showing a glum face or is not very reactive in terms of emotions, this person will blast the moody person for sulking so much and shout at them to quit acting like a baby. however, when this person starts acting as mentioned above, the entire group of people under this roof has to be sympathetic (empathetic if they could), concerned, caring, tactful, generous and feeling towards this person. what a load of fucking shit.
what kind of crap family works that way? family? family? what family?
i've tolerated all the unfairness that goes around, under this roof. be it unfairness towards me or others under this roof. and i seriously don't know how long i can tolerate it anymore. it makes me sick that some people are so fucking selfish and they don't even see it. even when it comes to apologising later on, the apology comes with conditions and 'buts' and 'then agains'. shit. if sorry is conditional, then shut your pie-hole. i'd rather not talk to you.
i've had a long day too. i have work to do. and i was about to start. till you called me to help. now, i still haven't started, and instead, here i am bitching. i just want to get my work done. now i don't know if my eyes can keep open so that i may TRY to do something of a certain standard tonight.
i think now i know PART of the reason why i'm so tired. all thanks to you. i just want time alone. why is my alone time always ruined by you?
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
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