The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Sunday, October 23, 2005
a drug, that's what You are
it's really amazing how a person can make you feel the same way you would feel if you were hooked onto pot or some other form of drug. i'm only guessing it's somewhat the same, from what i understand of how withdrawal symptoms are supposed to feel like.
that's exactly what i feel like. whenever i know i'm going to see You, and when i do finally see You, i get high and euphoria fills me. most, if not all, my problems will suddenly vanish and become non-existent. then when i know it's time for me to go home, and what's worse, the next day, i feel low, miserable and utterly depressed. it's a like a real bad emotional hangover. i think i seriously suffer from symptoms of You.
i can't imagine my life without You. okay, maybe due to the fact that i've grown used to having You around, but most importantly, the fact that everything we do seems magical. like i still can't believe it's real. i'm not kidding. nearly 7 months on, and You still have that "blushy" effect on me. like our first date. i'm still shy around You sometimes, and afraid of embarrassing myself in front of You. if only it could last forever.
the week ahead looks bleak. and though i know Hari Raya is less than 2 weeks away, there's a gut feeling i have that tells me this year will be lousy or even totally suck. i don't know; i'm just not looking forward to Hari Raya this year. i really don't know why.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
