The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Monday, October 10, 2005
the explosion
okay. so we exploded last night. and truthfully, i was ready to let it all go. i think You would've too, if it really came to that point. i really thought, 'this is it'. there are so many things i wish i could've said, to make myself clearer to You. but i think there's no more sense in saying anything else. it's over. it's so funny... the way i can immensely hate You so much, swearing that i wish i never, ever knew You. and the next, i can't imagine my life without You. all i want now, is to see You - face-to-face - and just give You a big hug. words fail me right now. i just want to hold You. You still have not answered my question, "why me?". i really want to know especially since after all this, what makes You stick around with me? someone who's done more damage and hurt than happiness and comfort. You said it yourself, i never care about how You feel. so why are You with me, if i don't care? if i never make You happy? if i always disappoint You? if i'm everything You don't want?
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
