I am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Monday, October 17, 2005

i really can't believe my 'luck'

i was feeling a bit better today, though extremely shagged. i only got 3 hours of sleep in total last night, due to my increasing 'habit' of insomnia.

hearing Your voice really comforts me.

but then i had to come home to crap news. today my Documentary assignment was due. but i had to work with my mom. so i couldn't make it. naturally i e-mailed my guy friend my essay and whatever necessary information he needed, so that he could hand it in for me. the thing is, my school requires students to print a cover page (which is given by the school via our e-campus thingie) and put our particulars like student ID number, contact number and even a signature to verify all work is original and has 'obeyed' all guidelines. thing is, i couldn't possibly sign my cover page because i wouldn't meet my friend, only e-mail him my work. and 'lucky' me had to have my scanner down, so no scanned-in signature possible.

so lalala, my friend went to hand in my work for me today. and guess what?

when he honestly told my bitch of a lecturer that i couldn't sign it because i was working today, she said marks will be deducted. what the fuck? it's just a bloody signature for God's sake! and then she also mentioned, "what's going on people? i've been waiting for you since 9 a.m.!" hellooooo, did someone not remember that she mentioned today's class was optional and assignments can be handed in anytime before 12 p.m.??? to add to all this very funny humour, they were required to fill in a feedback form about the lecturer, in this case 'the bitch'. so it has a scale of 1 to 5, 1 being poor and 5 being excellent. feedback forms are meant to be anonymous right? well, little miss "i'm-so-perfect" read every one of the forms as they were handed back to her, and she criticised the way she was graded, if it wasn't up to her expectations. "i expect 4s and 5s." huh???

and what's worse, when one of the china girls gave her 1s and 2s... she just said, "you are supposed to grade me, not yourself." OMG OMG OMG. and all the china girl could manage was, "i was grading you."

need i say more?

AARGGHHH!