The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Friday, October 14, 2005
i told you, didn't i?
i knew my good week was going to end in ruins and misery. see i told you. now i just realised i can't hand in my assignment on monday myself because i'm already starting to work with my mom the ENTIRE week. for 12 hours every fucking day. and i have 3 more assignements due the week after. how the fuck am i supposed to go to the library and find material? and how am i supposed to sit in front of my computer and get typing, when i get home, totally shagged out? i foresee sleepless nights, and miserable, terrible days ahead.
what's worst is that no seeing You for almost a month.
let's break it down:
this weekend, i have to help my mom prepare for next week and do my work. the weekend after, i have 3 assignments due during that following week, so no chance of meeting. the week thereafter, it's nearing hari raya, so it's kind of "assumed" my mom will want me home to make kueh with her. and all weekdays are out of the question because you work every single day.
how depressing can this be? i feel like just crying, but i know it's petty and useless. shit. i've not felt so helpless in a long time. i feel like throwing a tantrum, but nothing will change. why does this have to happen? and to think it's already the start of my holidays. shit. fuck. fuck. FUUUUUCCCCKKKKK!!!!!
i just want to rewind to tuesday and replay it again and again and again and again and again and again...
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.