I am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Thursday, November 03, 2005

hari raya and our 7th month

well, it's that time of the year again where i get the chance to binge till i gain about 2 kgs worth of junk food in a day, and no one will stop me. because we're all entitled to do so. ^_^

then there's also the time of the month where it's supposed to be our special day. but look at how it turned out. harsh words exchanged again, and You hanging up on me. oh well. if You didn't want to believe me when i said i had to go, that's Your problem.

zakiah, i don't know if you'll get to read this but... thanks for having that short chat with me. i really appreciate it. i guess i just have to re-evaluate the whole situation... and see it from the long-term perspective. i love the fact that i can still talk to you about such things, even though we hardly meet... but oh, we must, very soon okay? ^_^

and though i don't see you leave any tags on my board, i know you sometimes read this, Diyana. i heard your comments, and i'm not mad at you or anything. i know it looks like this is destroying me, and maybe in some ways, it really does feel like it. but i'll try and talk things out. i know it seems a little bit out of place for me, but i guess, it's more than just looking good, eh? but thanks dear. i really like the fact that you still care, though i don't see you. maybe next time leave more tags? i'd like to see a happy earthworm on my board. ^_^

for all the not-so-happy moments, i'm very grateful i still have people who can remind me of keeping Faith. to those of you, Thank You. from the bottom of my heart.

and in the spirit of hari raya, i'm sorry to anyone i've offended in the past year. i hope we can put the past behind us, and continue sharing good moments and bad. but always keeping in mind that our belief in one another will be much stronger than the differences we have.