The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Friday, November 04, 2005
looking back... on just a few hours ago
okay, i know i should be sleeping. after a whole day of house visiting, i am shagged. definitely. but as usual, my mind is wondering around to everything. to us, to how hari raya was, to the week or even days ahead.
especially to us. recently, my mind has been filled with nothing but us. us, us, us.
what's happening to us? i feel so detached from You. i feel like i hardly know You. like you are someone from a far, distant past. and the all-familiar voice over the phone is just a "hello" conversation to see how i'm doing in my life now. or how far along i am in my life. where has the fuzziness and warmth gone? i'm not angry anymore; i'm just sad and disappointed with how things have turned out. maybe that's why i hardly have anything to say to You. because i really don't even know where to start.
do i still love You? i still feel it there, somewhere in my heart. i know i do.
but is that enough to save us from disappearing? i have Faith that it is.
do i want us to still exist? very much so. very, very much so.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
