The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Friday, November 25, 2005
"there's only a limit to what i can do" there used to be a time when You would be willing to do anything for me. even when i cried, even if You were the cause, You would be the one who puts that smile instantly back on my face.
now it's just "don't cry."
i turn to You because i trust You to be my rock. my confidant. i know i want to be Yours.
when i'm working, i see couples meeting up and giving each other sweet smiles, quick pecks and warm hugs. i get instantly almost insanelyjealous.
i remember our date at Marche at Suntec. it was cold and raining outside, as we sat by the window. but with You, i felt so cosy and warm. though the food was so-so, i somehow can't forget that particular date. it's my favourite date - though i don't know why.
good days. beautiful times.
i miss You. maybe that's why i treat You the way i do nowadays. i know it's a stupid excuse. and frankly speaking, i don't know how i'm (or rather we're) going to tolerate the distance apart when i'm away for 2 weeks in Sweden. it sounds like i'm SO uber dependent on You (yes, you guys reading this will think this way). and in truth, i am emotionally dependent on You, entirely. anything that affects You, affects me.
when i hear You over the phone so shagged from work and telling me that You're working on weekends too, it hurts. i won't lie to You. it upsets me that You are working so much, only to neglect Yourself. and there's nothing i can do to convince You to slow down, take a breather and get some 'quiet time' for Yourself.
SIGH. SIGH. SOB.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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