The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Monday, December 05, 2005
a note
tonight. tonight.
tonight, i am going to type out what i've been trying to say for a long time. i know i should tell this to Your face. but You never seem to have the time.
You say i'm the only one You really open Yourself up to. and i do believe You. in fact, the same goes for me. but somehow, i still have so many things i wish i could say to You.
there were so many incidences, though not significant, that i wish i could share with You. more joys i had that You never knew about, and even more misery that i almost couldn't carry anymore. but i never told You, because You kept telling me that You needed me. and i was always there. to just listen to You, to talk to You, or just hold You.
i wish i had someone too. i wish i have someone.
that is the one reason why i concluded, based on pure instincts, that You prioritse work higher than me. in fact, i've made myself believe it so much that i know there's no way to sway Your decisions between work and me. i know You work hard. and i'm slowly learning to accept that i'm no match for it.
there were times when i lay beside You, and You held me, only to think i was resting in the comfort of Your embrace. little did You know, tears were forming in my eyes, and i didn't say a word.
not one word. as You lay asleep.
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
