The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Sunday, January 29, 2006
why me?
i'm not the only person in this house who can do things okay? why can't i be left alone, even if it's to rot away for a few days???
i've never ever asked for much, whether it's for materialistic things or emotional support. i've never asked anything from you. but still you ask me for more and more and even more. can't you see there are other people in this entire household who are more willing to help out, then me? why am i always the first one you approach to do this and that?
maybe it's my fault for always being the "yes" person i am, i guess. and when there are rare instances where i refuse to help out or do whatever it is you tell me to, you say i'm ungrateful, selfish, self-centred and in a world of my own. hello? whatever i do to please you, is for your sake! you always compare me with other people you know of who have accomplished much more than me just to emphasise how ugly a person i've turned out to become.
none of it is for my own gain. i get nothing in return. nothing at all.
you can't ever leave me alone, just for the sake of being lazy or useless once in a while. if you see me doing nothing, it never occurred to you i may want my own time, rest perhaps? you say i'm lazy, fat and useless.
what kind of M _ _ _ _ _ are you? leave me the fuck alone.
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
