The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Friday, March 17, 2006
tired and stressed. a little pissed too.
how can he be so mean? he lets us wait for confirmation from him about the word limit for our essays due NEXT week, right up till today. and finally we know it's 500 and 1500, respectively for the minor and major essay. and when we ask him for a slight extension of one more weekend, he straight out refuses. we're his students, not his inmates okay? (erm, fyi, he used to be a prison warden. cute, but i totally HATE his guts.) how the hell am i supposed to finish it by next friday? i haven't done ANYTHING. AT ALL.
i'm screwed.
and we JUST handed in one assignment today. and i feel so tired. tired enough to skip the afternoon class and go shopping with my lovely friend, vivien. she's so sweet. how ironic eh. tired, and more shopping? we women. go figure.
but the retail therapy helped me forget the deadlines and the headache. though it gave me aching feet and a more tired body. but i feel more relaxed.
thank God i'm going out this weekend. on both days. i can't stand being cooped up at home over the weekends anymore. it's torture.
i know i should take the time to do my work, but that's exacty what i've been doing all the previous weekends! i can't TAKE IT ANYMORE!
i'm just so fucking tired, so much so that when my two guy friends were comparing what they wrote in their public relations essay today, i cried a little. i felt so stressed and just so inadequate and stupid right at that moment. i couldn't bawl over such a stupid thing. but i would have.
i feel so stupid next to them sometimes. and around some others, i look stupid all the time.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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