The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Monday, May 01, 2006
my darndest best
i always try, my darndest best to hold back tears that i know very well don't deserve to fall.
especially for such reasons like tonight. the eve of our 13th month.
and what may seem routine to many, i find special and momentous.
the eve of every anniversary, we would talk on the phone till the clock strikes midnight and exchange sweet words of appreciation, love and endearment. we take that time to reflect on what's past and what holds in our future.
but not tonight. neither was it the case on our 1st year.
on the eve of our 1st, we argued straight through the night. on the eve of our 13th, today, You slept through. and You just said good-bye.
i tried my darndest best not get affected. not to BE affected. but as tears stream down my face now, i know it's an impossible task for me. i care too much. far too much. and for some, it's probably a bad thing. in fact, i think it's a bad thing for me too.
i wish i couldn't feel the pain now. because right beside me, at this moment, is a card i made. just for You. and how i wish i could burn it. like how i wish the pain i feel could just turn to ashes.
i want it to just vanish. evaporate. go.away.
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
