The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Sunday, July 16, 2006
a deep sense of sadness
when i woke up this morning, i felt so sad.
why?
because i don't know when i'll see my honey again. school's starting tomorrow, and i anticipate my schedule to be hectic. i don't know HOW hectic, but enough to keep me busy.
i don't know why. but sundays are the most depressing days for me. sundays are the days i think about my baby the most, out of all the 7 days of the week. yeah, i bet You didn't know that. now You do.
now i have the new snow patrol album spinning on my stereo, and it's so bittersweet. and it makes me feel even more lonelier. how pathetic can i get?
it didn't help that i came across carine's blog and i saw this - 50 ways to love your partner. as i already tagged on her message board, i actually teared when i read the list. again, i have no clue as to why. but i love it. (hope you don't mind dearie. the list just struck me.)
1. Love yourself first.
2. Start each day with a hug.
3. Serve breakfast in bed.
4. Say " I love u" every time you part ways.
5. Compliment freely and often.
6. Appreciate and celebrate your differences.
7. Live each day as if it's your last.
8. Write unexpected love letters.
9. Plant a seed together and nurture it to maturity.
10. Go on a date once every week.
11. Send flowers for no reason.
12. Accept and love each others' family and friends.
13. Make little signs that say "I love u" and post them all over the house.
14. Stop and smell roses.
15. Kiss unexpectantly.
16. Seek out beautiful sunsets together.
17. Apologize sincerely.
18. Be forgiving.
19. Remember the day you fell in love and recreate it.
20. Hold hands.
21. Say " i love you" with your eyes.
22. Let her cry in your arms.
23. Tell him you understand.
24. Drink toasts of love and commitment.
25. Do something arousing.
26. Let her give you directions when you're lost.
27. Laugh at his jokes.
28. Appreciate her inner beauty.
29. Do the other person's chores for a day.
30. Encourage wonderful dreams.
31. Commit a public display of affection.
32. Give loving massages with no strings attached.
33. Start a love journal and record your special moments.
34. Calm each others' fears.
35. Walk barefoot on the beach together.
36. Ask her to marry you again.
37. Say yes.
38. Respect each other.
39. Be your partner's biggest fan.
40. Give the love your partner wants to receive.
41. Give the love you want to receive.
42. Show interest in the other's work.
43. Work on a project together.
44. Build a fort with blankets.
45. Swing as high as you can on a swingset by moonlight.
46. Have a picnic indoors on rainy days.
47. Never go to bed mad.
48. Put your partner first in your prayers.
49. Kiss each other goodnight.
50. Sleep like spoons. (this i don't get. heh.)
well, the ones in bold are those we are already doing, and are still learning along the way. 28 out of 50 ain't bad at all. hee. about putting him in my prayers, i do even without having to say it. up till the moment i drift off to sleep, he's on my mind. the instant i wake up and turn off my alarm, he's already on my mind.
i wish i could do so many other things with him. "if i lay here. if i just lay here, would you lie with me, and just forget the world" - Snow Patrol's 'Chasing Cars'
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
