I am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Wednesday, February 21, 2007

post chinese new year holidays

it's always an uphill task of getting ourselves re-oriented with reality after a long break (okay, 4 days is not that long, but long enough for us to want to go on a much LONGER holiday). don't worry, you're not alone.

back to work. to school. to monotony. to boredom.
although school only starts proper for me next monday, i'm feeling the nag of impending stress of work to come and trying to get everything in order before the "big flood" comes crashing down on me, and engulfing me in all its sinister glory. phooey.

the one way to get my mind off school for awhile?
my birthday that's up in two days. TWO days, can you believe it?!
TWO days more, and i'll be 21. YUCKS!!!

thanks baby, for comforting me by saying that 21's not old. :)
and what's even more funny is that i was just telling him, that when i look at teenagers going on one-on-one dates with their partners, i think it's really sweet and innocent.

why?

because i never had that opportunity when i was part of that youthful phase. -_-
it really is funny.
i've been in relationships before, but all the dates were in groups of at least 4 or more people.
and a nice meal out with just my partner was non-existent.

till i met You.
i only started dating seriously 2 years back.
when i first met You.

how funny and weird is that?
now i really know how it feels to be so at ease with the opposite sex that you just let go of all inhibitions and throw all care to the wind.

i only read about it before this.
now i actually feel it.

for real. and i never want it to end.
can't wait for 2 days of birthday bliss with You, baby.
make it HOTT.