The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, March 08, 2007
the 1st day
today my boy went off for reservist. and last night, it was uber hard to contain myself.
it was even harder to struggle a smile today. i just couldn't.
maybe something good will come out of this distance. and i know that i will get to see him on sunday, at least. but for those times, it'll probably only be for a measly 3 hours.
out of 7 long, dreary, mundane, fucking, pain-staking days.
i know you may think it's so cliche, pathetic and just plain lame and stupid to miss someone so much. "for God's sake, he's still in the country!" "come on, you sound like he just died or something!" "you got no life is it? just wait around for him? fuck lah!"
yep, i can almost hear those being screamed into my thick skull. but i can't really be bothered. because this is how much i love him.
or maybe you'd think, "you mean this is how much you're dependent, needy and bloody OBSESSED with him!"
yes. i am.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
