I am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

busy bee

i need to AT LEAST trim my mane. yes, MANE, not HAIR. it's so unruly and basically a living, breathing disaster. i hardly know what to do with it every day before i step out of the house. regardless of how i try to tame it, i know humidity will pounce its grubby, moist paws on my mane. eww!!!

but i'm far too busy to even find the time to get it done. just looking at all the deadlines make me want to hurl. ugh.

i don't get the obsession with weight. i know it's healthier, and it's called keeping fit (unlike me). but there's a fine line between obsession and maintaining a healthy lifestyle. and that is why, for my next journalism assignment, that is the story i'm going to cover:

youths' and weight issues: obsession or health conscious?

i'm kind of excited because i'm going to interview various sources, like professionals (e.g. doctors, trainers, etc.), goverment associations (e.g. Ministry of Health, etc.) and individuals (i.e. public). can't wait to get the grit. just like a real reporter! :)

i, personally, lost a little weight due to the flu bug. but now, i've gained it back, and i still feel good about myself. i'm done with people telling me i'm fat. because i know i'm not. fuck everyone who says anything above a size 6 is FAT. i love my curves, and they're here to stay for a long time to come.

i still watch what i stuff in my mouth, and if i know i've been binging too much, i hold back for a few days to "detox".

it took me a long time to come to this point. and gradually, i'm beginning to love my body. i'm curvaceous by genes, and big boned by birth. so fuck you.