The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Saturday, February 23, 2008
22nd year
last night was special. but as i've learnt, "nothing gold can stay".
and never in my life has such a line been more apt. consistently. i've had so many short, beautiful moments that never lasted in the past few months.
today may be my actual birthday, but it's also the day that my boyfriend decided to "run away from me". it sounds stupid when i say it like that, but he's not answered any phone call (at home and on his mobile), any SMS, any voice message and i'm assuming he's completely switched off his mobile, in fact.
all because of a fight we had last night, after such an unforgettable date. it's like he's just GONE.
even his mom doesn't know where he is, or if he'll come home.
i can be all desperate and worry. but i guess karma's a bitch. i ruined his birthday with my food poisoning, and he ruins mine by disappearing.
today's nothing without him. it's just a vast, empty space. vacuum.
happy birthday to me.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
