The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Tuesday, February 26, 2008
semi-single
i'm slowly accepting the fact. and i realise something.
i don't know how to be single. unfortunately, i put all my eggs in one basket, and now that they're all broken... well, i have to start "gathering" again from scratch.
a dear friend smacked some sense into me last night while i was pouring myself out like an idiot, and this morning, i took the advice.
to move on with myself. not to forget him, but to just build myself up along the way, so that when closure's nearby, i have myself to rely on. and my sanity, of course.
i'll still keep photos of him and us around, but i have to take care of me now. i love him enough to know that as long as he is happy (even if i'm not the one making him so), i should be happy for him.
baby, if you happen to still visit this blog (which i highly doubt so), i'm not saying i'm over you, or i want to forget us. if you still want to work things out, i'll be waiting right here. but i cannot pine and worry myself to sleep every night thinking of you. we both owe it to ourselves to get what we want out of life. you're getting yours now (i hope), and i shall too, with mine. i'll always love you - and trust me, it'll take a bloody long time before i'm over you.
maybe i never will.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.