I am the secret that you keep; MISS SCARLET.

The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another

There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden

So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight

Thursday, May 08, 2008

weirdest dreams in a long time

two nights ago, i dreamt that i was knocked out in a public female toilet by some paedophilic pervert hiding in one of the cubicles. when i came around, i found myself in the male toilet and all my personal belongings were gone (i.e. handbag, wallet, ID cards, etc.) instead they were replaced with phony versions (in hope that i would be tricked due to my disorientation). and there he was standing in front of me, proudly saying he even bought for me lingerie. yucks! i knew i was about to get raped, so i ran for my life and screamed for help from security. fortunately, the pervert was nabbed, but left me one of his creepy grins.

last night, i dreamt some unknown friend of mine and i made a pact to commit suicide together, by jumping off a cliff and into the ocean below us (God only knows who this "friend" was, and where we were!). fortunately, my jump only resulted in scratches on my forehead (which is realistically impossible), and this "friend" of mine got away injury-free. unfortunately, however, she was disappointed that i didn't die from my naive suicidal attempt... and i figured out only later that it was only a plot to make me kill myself. by the way, i temporarily faked my own death to satisfy her sick plan. hmm.

the dreams i've had recently have really screwed me up. and my medication is completely taking over my body. now i'm having a fever and a dizzying headache, that as i type this, i'm completely disoriented and not very sure if i'm making any sense to you. at all. -_-

p/s: on a much improved note, i added a small peta2 banner at the bottom of my profile page, and have signed the petition against animal killing for fur goods. please support this cause and join the 10,000-strong (and growing) who swear to never bludgeon any animal (directly or not) for its fur! :)