The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Monday, June 02, 2008
a dry weekend
i've haven't been this stressed in quite awhile, apart from "assignment season".
taking all this studying shit, and shit from him, and shit from her... it just boils down to how much further i can hold onto my sanity.
i'm fucking pissed at how she compares me constantly. at how she cannot accept what i've chosen to have as a part of my life. at the decisions i've made years go. and most of all, how she fucking thinks she's God and great and that i'm selfish.
she knows fuck about me.
it's our 38th month today, and not a word from him. but it didn't matter that he doesn't care because what he's shown me is what i'm most grateful for.
he's made me more human than i've ever been in my life. sheer euphoria and utter misery and anguish. and i thank you.
no one has bothered to prove to me that there's someone out there who cares for me, until i met you. and even though it's a tough time for us now, i'll never regret having had you in my life. regardless of what happens to us in the future.
:)
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
