The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Saturday, October 11, 2008
unknown
things have been extremely rough these past week and a half.
what with me being sick, deadlines, my relationship and my personal issues.
not one has let up, so i've decided to take things into my own hand. since the loved boyfriend cannot emotionally be there to understand the frustration, stress and issues i have with him, i think it's better we cool things off (which is ironic, considering how heated things have been between us - bad joke, i know).
every phone call just ends in the 'blame game'. and i just end up in pathetic tears not even worth shedding.
so enough is enough. i don't know if this 'recess' will be indefinite, but i definitely need it. i need to clear up my head, and focus on myself.
i hate being in the position of self-pity, because we all know it's well, pathetic. i don't want to be in that spot ever again.
i've always believed in one thing, and that is, in spite of all who claim that they truly are "there for you" or "care for you", there's only one person you can always rely on:
YOURSELF.
no one owes you a damn thing. so i've decided to stop the self-loathing and self-pitying, and take care of me.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
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In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.