The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Thursday, October 13, 2011
a dry spell
maybe not everyone can relate or even appreciate this rant. call it crude or tmi (i.e. too much information) or gross. i don't really care. you don't like it, don't read it. simple.
what do you when your relationship of less than 2 years has reduced to one that resembles a middle-aged couple? and we're talking about intimacy.
i'm not even exclusively talking about having sex. i mean anything remotely intimate between a man and a woman. kissing, touching, caressing, and yes, sex, naturally.
it's kind of sad when i realise and think of the infrequent canoodling i get. what would you say about twice a month? or even once? i'm sure some married couples have it worse, but i'm not married and i'm barely into my 2nd year of this courtship (and i'm not even 30 yet)! yes, that is my reality.
perhaps i'm overreacting. but it's come down to a point where some days all i get is a peck. yes, a peck. one kiss. yay me, hurrah.
you have to understand, that i'm the sort of partner who's naturally affectionate. and i'm talking about simple things like holding hands, kissing, rubbing back endearingly... that sort of thing. so when i'm denied of rolling in between the sheets, i get frustrated. and then i just withdraw myself from even trying to be affectionate.
sigh. they also say it's the man who gets turned down. pfft, boy were they wrong.
gahhh.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
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