The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Saturday, November 05, 2011
two years forward, same place
i never thought i'd feel this way again. especially after meeting someone like you. who was my epitomy of someone i'd been waiting for all this while. literally.
someone like you only came to mind in the corners of my imagination, hoping that one day i would meet you. and two years ago, i did. i've never felt so complete before, and it took my breath away that you even existed.
you erased the pain and emptiness that i felt with just a smile, and the warmth of your hand embracing mine made me feel invincible. we shared endless nights whispering of things we never thought any person would share openly with another, and laughed without reason.
for once, my heart could've leapt out of my chest if it could. just to show you how much i felt for you, and how fiercely i fell for you.
but two years on, i'm in the same emotional rut that (ironically) you saved me from. needless to say, i'm beyond helpless and utterly wrought with an emptiness only our earlier days can fill. how did we come to this point?
i know we've only barely agreed to go our separate ways, but honestly, i don't know how long i'll last. heartbroken isn't even gonna cut it, for how i feel right now. whatever the outcome of our time apart is, i know i will never meet another like you. you're perfect for me. too perfect.
and i just fucking miss you.
PUT YOUR LOVELY NAME HERE
Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.