The signal is subtle
We pass just close enough to touch
No questions, no answers
We know by now to say enough
With only simple words
With only subtle turns
The things we feel alone for one another
There is a secret that we keep
I won't sleep if you won't sleep
Because tonight may be the last chance we'll be given
We are compelled to do what we must do
We are compelled to do what we have been forbidden
So I won't sleep if you won't sleep tonight
Sunday, September 23, 2012
a reflective weekend so, i haven't blogged this week. cos it's been pretty busy with countless press releases and brand story that i had to work on. plus, i was extremely tired, so much so that even while working out, i could practically fall asleep. but i've also reached the point where i think i'm beginning to question the amount of commitment he's putting in. yes, it's accumulative. but thursday night was what triggered everything, including what has now become 2 days of not speaking/texting/calling/seeing him. at all. you say you wanna have dinner with me. you tell me you miss me. but your idea of showing me all that is a 45 minute-long dinner where your enthusiasm is non-existent for everything i share, about my day at work, and heading early to CHIJMES, where we sit there for an hour-ish before your start work, and barely say a word to me. that's your idea of spending time with me, and your level of commitment to even try to make things work. i'm no saint, but i know i try my darnest best to always suggest new things for us to do, check out, to possibly travel to. and most of the time, nothing gets done. i'm at my wits' end. i know i should stop this pettiness and say something. but i don't even know where to begin. i try and think of what i could possibly say to you, to try and explain how exhausted i am at being the only one who seems to give two fucks about working on us. i'm constantly finding myself fighting, for myself, not something you and i share. i'm beginning to seriously feel that this relationship, or whatever it is right now, is a mere convenience. being taken for granted is much too familiar for me, and i honestly don't wanna go down that road again. apparently, i'm the #1 go-to girl for any guy who wants the benefits of being with someone, but doesn't wanna work on anything more than a few dinners and small talk. story of my life.
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Wani
23/02/1986 (Pisces)
(Psychology & Communications) Monash University
Chatting, chilling, poetry, movies, making love, making out.
Tigger & Princess
In love with love; cynical with a hint of tease. ;) LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER.
